Tina's Christmas Wish List

Ahhh, it's that time of year again. Time to make lists as we look back at the previous year and ahead at the next year. Not wanting to be left out, Tina is here to give her Christmas wish list.

1. A cock. It can be in her ass, her mouth or her hands. As long as it's smooth and hard and ready to cum, she won't complain.

2. A pussy. Beautifully pink and dripping wet. As long as she can lick, nibble, bite suck and fuck it, she won't complain.

3. A Mistress for Christmas, or more specifically, a stripper girlfriend. Over the past couple of years, Tina has met some hot and sexy strippers. She would like one of them to be her girlfriend. If she had her way, it would be Crimson. Crimson has very sexy hair and a clean-shaven pussy. Just the way Tina likes it. Plus what little she does wear, makes Tina all hot and wet.

In keeping her list to only three things, Tina figures it's easier to get all that she wants and craves. She doesn't want to be let down.

Here's hoping that everyone gets that cock, pussy, spanking or whatever else you crave for Christmas.

Luv,

Tina

Someone's Knocking at the Door

It's been a long time since I've seen Tina. Sure, she cums to visit for a couple of hours here or there, but I haven't seen her out of the house in a couple of months. That hopefully will change this week as I'm not busy and she's quite horny and wants a night on the town. Of course I have to oblige her. Tina can be very demanding. I love that about her :)

Anyway, she'll want me to share anything hot and sexy that happens, so of course I have to listen to her. Cum back soon for more deatils.

All the Way

Tina had the chance to visit her favorite strip club a few weeks ago. Although she has gone there before, this time she went completely as herself, instead of half male/half female. She was a bit nervous going in, but knowing the dancers like her makes it that much easier. She tends to get more attention than the guys, maybe because she's putting herself on display much like they are.

Tina hopes to visit there more often and of course she share her favorite stories when she can. Maybe one day, they'll even let her dance.

Don't Ruin Tina's Fun

Tina loves strip clubs. Where else can you see girls in barely anything without getting arrested? Or have those same girls fondle Tina. But somehow strip clubs got a bad name. And the guy in the story below didn’t help at all…

A 50-year-old man is facing multiple charges after crashing his car into a local strip club on Wednesday night. Police said the guy was asked to leave Vision’s Night Club after he vomited in the VIP area. He got in his SUV in the parking lot, put it in reverse and slammed it into front of the building. Police said he then jumped the curb and drove away until a concerned citizen called 911. When police made contact with the guy in a parking lot, they asked him how he was doing. He said, "Not good," but he had "seen some nice strippers." He then denied driving the SUV, telling police Martians helped get him to the parking lot.

Can anything good possibly come from this incident? The city is always looking for a reason to close the doors on what they term “questionable” establishments. This moron better not have ruined what little fun Tina gets to have. She feels comfortable there, the girls know her and the girls are HOT and SEXY!

Right Idea, Wrong Place

Public displays of affection are one of Tina's favorite things. The looks she gets are priceless. One of her favorite fantasies involves pleasuring herself in front of a room full of people. Yesterday's little session in her car on the street is about as far as she has gone legally.

On that note, there was a 38-year-old man who was arrested recently for fondling himself while viewing pornographic pictures on his laptop. That all sounds innocent enough until you find out he was at a McDonald's in the play area with a bunch of kids in there. He claimed it was an error in judgement. Seems like it was more like stupidity. Right idea, wrong place. If he had chosen to do the same thing in front of Tina, not only would she have enjoyed it, she would have also returned the favor.

The Waiting is the Hardest Part

Today I went for haircut, like I do every 6 weeks or so. Of course I went as Tina. However, today felt a little different than normal. Tina's burgundy high heels felt different than normal, but in a good way. It's been a long time since Tina has been out and on a beautiful summer day, it was all that much better. Her spaghetti strap, white, summer dress did little to hide her red, padded bra. Her matching panties were soaked from the moment she put them on this morning. It was a little disappointing that the dress wasn't more see-through.

After the haircut, Tina wasn't able to control herself any longer. On the way back to work, she pulled over to the side of the road so she could take care of herself. Her cock was hard in seconds and the cum was soon to follow. Knowing anyone could walk by and see her made it that much better.

Snapshot of a Fantasy

It seemed like the camera has been clicking now for a couple of hours, when in reality it had only been about 30 minutes. There are clothes everywhere. Everything from dresses to thongs to thigh high boots. Most of the clothes had been worn in the last few minutes and then discarded. Now came the time to have some photos taken without clothes.

This was Tina's dream...to have her picture taken with and without clothes. She had nothing to hide and everything to gain and enjoy. Kim was encouraging her to "make love to the camera, be hot, be sexy." As Tina slowly took off her clothes for the last time as she prepared for the nude photos, her cock sprung to life just begging for a hand to help. As her hands made their way to her cock, she was startled by someone else's hands getting there first. Looking up, she saw that Kim had put down the camera and was now undressed and wanting to join in the fun. A friend of Kim's had quietly entered the bedroom and took over camera duties.

Kim's mouth took over for her hands. She was moaning in rhythym with Tina. The camera only inches away from their passion. After that everything became a blur for Tina. There was sucking and fucking, screaming and moaning, vibrators and handcuffs. She didn't remember it all, but the photos showed it all.

Crimson & Charlie

Last night I had the pleasure of visiting a strip club. When I first went last fall mainly dressed as a guy, but with a bra underneath, I had a friendly time with Crimson. I told her about my dressing up and she wondered if I was there to see the girls or what they were wearing. I had been back a few times since, but she hadn't been there. Last night my luck changed as Crimson was there danicing and looking very HOT!

I decided to dress up a little more this time. I wore a red bra with a red top that was definitely female, along with some very cute black boots. I did wear jeans, but I suppose those go both ways. I also wore lipstick. Another dancer named Charlie was the first to say anything to me. She jokingly asked if I was trying to look better than them. She really liked the top and the look. While she was dancing, she kept telling me how beautiful I looked. As if I wasn't already wet enough. After she was done dancing, she talked with me for a little while. She told me how "ballsy" it was for me to come in there all dressed up and if anyone gave me trouble, just let her know. It's nice to have the dancers on your side :)

When Crimson came by later on, I asked her if she remembered me, and she said, "You're kind of hard to forget." Even wetter now! Crimson has the sexiest smile I've ever seen. It would be hard for anyone not to succumb to her when she flashes her smile. We talked for a little while. I asked her if she ever had sex with a woman. She told me she really isn't turned on by girls, even after seeing them naked all night. Weird, huh? Anyway, the one girl she said that does turn her on is Charlie. Now there's a two-some I'd pay to see :)

I asked Crimson if she would like to be my girlfriend and she said that she already has two boyfriends. I then asked her if I could be her girlfriend. Shot down again :(

Kim Meets Tina

Yesterday I had the fun of getting a haircut. While this isn't necessarily a fun thing for most people, it is for me since I started dressing as Tina to get my male haircut. Tina went for her first haircut two summers ago. The place she used to go to was a building with many hairstylists, each in their own room. Tina arrived a few minutes early and when she got to the top of the steps, she noticed Kim, her haristylist, was out to lunch. This meant Tina had to wait in the hall for a few minutes. I had been going to Kim for years for haircuts but this was the first time Tina was going. Not knowing how Kim would respond had Tina all worked up and nervous.

After a few minutes of waiting, Kim showed up. As she was walking up the steps, she caught her first glimpse of Tina. Her first comment, said with a big smile was, "Who's this?" I told her it was my friend Tina and she responded, "How cool is that?" Tina was very relieved that Kim was so open to having her there. She made Tina feel very comfortable, which has kept her going back on a regular basis. It certainly doesn't hurt that Kim is gorgeous with a nice body and great personality. She has a Tyra Banks look to her. So far, Kim is the only person that Tina has a friendship with. Tina would love to ask her out, but she has a live-in boyfriend and they have a daughter together. Too bad for Tina.

When Tina gets home after her haircuts, she gets out the vibrator as there's usually a nice fantasy to play out with Kim. If you ask nicely, she'll be happy to share some of those fantasies.

Deja Vu

Tina's second, and so far, last time with a guy came exactly a year to the day after her first encounter with Bruce. The beginning of the story is very similar to the last one. Tina once again visited a local adult store. As she was leaving, a gentleman approached her asking if she would like to go for a ride with him. Of course she said yes. Since Bruce wouldn't cum in her mouth, she was really hoping this guy would. His name was Gary. He drove Tina to nearly the same place as Bruce did. Unfortunately, Gary was more interested in masturbating as he took matters into his own hands as Tina watched intently. Once he was done, Tina was hoping he would take care of her as well. Instead, he said he was done and he drove Tina back to her car. Tina felt a little down that it was over so fast and she wasn't able to help Gary or take care of herself.

That encounter was over two years ago and so far no guy has asked her out again. She knows it's just a matter of time before it happens again. In the mean time, her own hands do a wonderful job.

Tina's First Time

Probably my longest-running fantasy was to have a cock in my mouth. I never considered myself gay, but that has always been a want, a desire. I've had many a wet dream to that fantasy. In the dreams, the guy was always faceless, which is fine, because I wans't interested in his face, just his cock. How hard it would get, how sweet it would taste. I wanted to feel it in my hands getting hotter, ready to cum.

Three years ago, just after the start of the new year, Tina went out for a day of shopping. Her first stop was an adult store. As she checked out the DVD section and all the pretty girls on the magazine covers, she saw a couple of men in there talking. Based on their age difference, she guessed they were not together. Other than that, nothing special happened. As she was getting in her car, one of those two men approached her, asking her if she would like to go for a ride. Tina said sure and got in his car as they drove off to find a quiet, secluded place. Anxious to finally realize her fantasy, Tina was soaking wet. The guy introduced himself as Bruce. Bruce wasn't going to wait until they got somewhere to start checking out Tina. His right hand quickly found its way up Tina's skirt. He enjoyed the freshly-shaven view of Tina's cock. He also checked out her lacy thong and rubbed her ass.

After he found a place to park, Bruce pulled Tina in for some french-kissing. His face wasn't freshly shaven, which Tina would have preferred, but she wasn't about to complain. Bruce soon had Tina's cock out of her thong and was gently stroking it. He soon leaned in to take it in his mouth. It wasn't more than a few seconds before Tina came in his mouth. Being the gentleman, he swallowed every drop.

All the while, Bruce was rubbing his own cock through his jeans. Tina helped him unzip so she could fully enjoy it in her mouth. The hot, hard, wet cock went in very easily aa Tina engulfed it as much as she could. After a couple of minutes of this, he announced he wasn't going to cum in her mouth this time. He wanted to wait until next time. Tina then took it out of her mouth, so she could watch him cum with the help of his own hands. He didn't last much longer. After cleaning up, he drove Tina back to her car and asked if he could see her again. So far again hasn't happened, but Tina often fantasizes about that incredible day, hoping she will once again bump into Bruce.

Watching Myself

Last night I had access to a video camera and was able to record myself masturbating. The bad part was I didn't have any female clothes with me, so I had to masturbate as a guy. Since I had no idea I would have this opportunity, I can't be upset about it. On the bright side, now I can masturbate to me masturbating...sounds hot to me!

I was wearing a thong at the time, but quickly disposed of that. Got some nice shots of me rubbing my cock to full hardness and also sticking a finger up my ass. I had been excited all night reading some other blogs and had come close to cumming many times earlier in the evening. When I finally did explode, I was able to catch most of it and swallowed all that I could. Hmmmm, tasted great!

Is Anyone Watching?

Fantasies are one of the better things in life. Where else can everything go just they way you want and imagined? Fantasies change over time from wanting a cock in my mouth to threesomes, foursomes, or more to public sex to etc. While I've been able to live out a couple of fantasies that I'll share another time, I've had one for years now that I really want to live out.

It all starts as Tina is a maid/server for a party being thrown by her girlfriend. Tina wears her pretty french maid outfit to serve drinks while all the hot women at the party enjoy themsleves and pay little attention to her. If Tina is good, and she knows she will be, she will be allowed to masturbate at the end of the evening in the middle of the room in front of everyone. Tina so likes the thought of that, that she's been wet for days in anticipation. When the day of the party finally arrives, she spends all morning cleaning the house, all afternoon getting dolled up and all evening waiting on the extemely hot, sexy women. Even though Tina looks hot, she just doesn't compare to the guests.

At the end of the night, Tina is allowed to pleasure herself. She walks to the middle of the room, strips down, takes her hot, wet cock in her hands and starts stroking slowly at first, but quickly picks up the pace. The only thing on her mind besides this public display is who is watching. As she looks around the room, none of the women seem to notice what she's doing. Instead of the humiliation of being watched, she is now humiliated at not being watched. Doesn't matter much right now as the cum is now streaming out. Making sure to catch all of it in her hand, so she can swallow every last drop.

As the girls leave for the night, they all thank Tina for being a wonderful server and tell her they will be back again with their boyfriends so she can have an attentive audience next time. Tina can hardly wait!

Hot Women are the Best

I've always considered myself to be fortunate. Mainly in the fact that I love to dress up as a girl. Very few men in the world get to share in this enjoyment and very few people overall understand the enjoyment that us crossdressers have. Most guys put on their jeans and t-shirts and think that's great. Me? I get to put on dresses, skirts, heels, etc. They'll never take part in the awesome sexual feeling of lingerie or stockings or lipstick. Women are incredibly beautiful, so why wouldn't a guy want to look beautiful as well?

When I'm out as Tina, people stop to look at her jsut as guys look at an attractive woman. That makes Tina feel very hot and wet. The more people that they look, the hotter and wetter she gets. Yes, it's part showing off, just as a lot of women do. If you've got the body, flaunt it. It's also showing off my sexuality and how comfortable I am with it. If we can't show express ourselves sexually, what good is sex? Plus the fact that women's clothes are so incredibly sexy, and men's are not, doesn't hurt.

As a guy, I was never with the young, hot, sexy girls. I guess creating one myself was my way of being with one. We always have a good time together, never argue, she always looks hot, she never cheats on me, I always know where she is. Perfect kind of relationship to me!

A Sad Day

I don’t often listen to the news on the radio in the morning, but this morning I did and there was very sad news for Tina. A local adult store burned down last night. Tina had planned to go there tonight to do some shopping; she loved their selection of boots. Guess she has to find another place to do her shopping. A sad, sad day indeed.

Once again today, Tina has come to visit, at least in part. Today’s clothing includes a white and pink bra, black thong (she knows they don’t match) and black and purple striped stockings. They all feel wonderful and have kept me aroused all morning. To make matters worse (or better) there are a couple of women here at work who dress up very nicely every day…Tina is turned on by them all the time. They are always wearing high heels and short skirts. Makes me want to cum just thinking about them. I do include them in my fantasies so what they wear is not all a lost cause.

Better than nothing

Today is one of those days that just don’t come around often enough. I get to wear a bra and stockings during the day. And as luck would have it, the next couple of days as well. When Tina comes to visit, she is usually fully dressed. It’s not often that she comes only partly dressed. Beggars can’t be choosers; I’ll take what I can get.

So today it’s a matching red with black lace bra and thong. Thongs are my personal preference and I wear them almost every day. The feeling of it on my ass is incredible! To go along with that, I am also wearing black stockings. I wore gold high heels on the ride this morning, but had to leave them in the car. To top it all off, I’m wearing lipstick that doesn’t necessarily stick out and perfume. The smell and taste of the lipstick, combined with the smell of perfume, keeps me in a constant state of arousal.

Tina will come to visit in full tonight and tomorrow night…I can hardly wait. I haven’t figured out where to take her on our “date” so if you have any suggestions, please pass them along.

Anticipation

One thing I really enjoy is getting and keeping myself aroused as long as I can. Take this blog, for instance. Writing this blog excites me incredibly, yet I am not in a place where I can do anything about it, which I wouldn’t want any other way. I love the wet feeling in my panties that can last for hours.

When Tina comes to visit, she often stays for many hours before any sexual release happens. The warm, wet feeling between her legs, moistening her panties; the anxiousness of her next stop on her travels, wondering if there will be anyone there who wants to join her later; knowing her friendly vibrator waits for her at home, ready to slide in and out of her lovely ass.

I’m as wet as can be right now, but nothing can be done about it for at least another day. Perfect if you ask Tina and me.

Call me

Tina has gone shopping many times and she LOVES it when she turns people’s heads. Whether they’re giggling at her or checking her out, she loves the attention. She figures most of them are just plain jealous of how hot she is. She does get compliments once in a while which make her feel even better.

She loves it when the salesgirls ask for her phone number when checking out. Her response is often, “Can I have yours too?” That’s usually followed by a speechless look on their face. One time the bitchy salesgirl responded, “You could have just said no.” Lighten up! Her favorite response was at a Victoria’s Secret store. A very attractive young woman who Tina would have done right there responded, “No thanks,” but it was her “I’m flattered giggle” that made her day. Tina still thinks of that girl when touching herself.

A Virgin Again

My first-ever blog! How exciting is that? I guess that makes me a virgin…well, at least at this. The days of being a virgin in the true-sense of the word are long past me now. How did we ever exist as virgins in this wonderful world filled with porn and hot women and sexy clothes and fuck-me boots and strip clubs and dildos and and and? I could go on forever!

This blog will explore the many sexual desires and adventures of Tina, who was once described by a friend as a “cum-burping gutter-slut.” That’s me, I mean Tina :)

Hope you enjoy this blog...cum back often.