Deja Vu

Tina's second, and so far, last time with a guy came exactly a year to the day after her first encounter with Bruce. The beginning of the story is very similar to the last one. Tina once again visited a local adult store. As she was leaving, a gentleman approached her asking if she would like to go for a ride with him. Of course she said yes. Since Bruce wouldn't cum in her mouth, she was really hoping this guy would. His name was Gary. He drove Tina to nearly the same place as Bruce did. Unfortunately, Gary was more interested in masturbating as he took matters into his own hands as Tina watched intently. Once he was done, Tina was hoping he would take care of her as well. Instead, he said he was done and he drove Tina back to her car. Tina felt a little down that it was over so fast and she wasn't able to help Gary or take care of herself.

That encounter was over two years ago and so far no guy has asked her out again. She knows it's just a matter of time before it happens again. In the mean time, her own hands do a wonderful job.

Tina's First Time

Probably my longest-running fantasy was to have a cock in my mouth. I never considered myself gay, but that has always been a want, a desire. I've had many a wet dream to that fantasy. In the dreams, the guy was always faceless, which is fine, because I wans't interested in his face, just his cock. How hard it would get, how sweet it would taste. I wanted to feel it in my hands getting hotter, ready to cum.

Three years ago, just after the start of the new year, Tina went out for a day of shopping. Her first stop was an adult store. As she checked out the DVD section and all the pretty girls on the magazine covers, she saw a couple of men in there talking. Based on their age difference, she guessed they were not together. Other than that, nothing special happened. As she was getting in her car, one of those two men approached her, asking her if she would like to go for a ride. Tina said sure and got in his car as they drove off to find a quiet, secluded place. Anxious to finally realize her fantasy, Tina was soaking wet. The guy introduced himself as Bruce. Bruce wasn't going to wait until they got somewhere to start checking out Tina. His right hand quickly found its way up Tina's skirt. He enjoyed the freshly-shaven view of Tina's cock. He also checked out her lacy thong and rubbed her ass.

After he found a place to park, Bruce pulled Tina in for some french-kissing. His face wasn't freshly shaven, which Tina would have preferred, but she wasn't about to complain. Bruce soon had Tina's cock out of her thong and was gently stroking it. He soon leaned in to take it in his mouth. It wasn't more than a few seconds before Tina came in his mouth. Being the gentleman, he swallowed every drop.

All the while, Bruce was rubbing his own cock through his jeans. Tina helped him unzip so she could fully enjoy it in her mouth. The hot, hard, wet cock went in very easily aa Tina engulfed it as much as she could. After a couple of minutes of this, he announced he wasn't going to cum in her mouth this time. He wanted to wait until next time. Tina then took it out of her mouth, so she could watch him cum with the help of his own hands. He didn't last much longer. After cleaning up, he drove Tina back to her car and asked if he could see her again. So far again hasn't happened, but Tina often fantasizes about that incredible day, hoping she will once again bump into Bruce.

Watching Myself

Last night I had access to a video camera and was able to record myself masturbating. The bad part was I didn't have any female clothes with me, so I had to masturbate as a guy. Since I had no idea I would have this opportunity, I can't be upset about it. On the bright side, now I can masturbate to me masturbating...sounds hot to me!

I was wearing a thong at the time, but quickly disposed of that. Got some nice shots of me rubbing my cock to full hardness and also sticking a finger up my ass. I had been excited all night reading some other blogs and had come close to cumming many times earlier in the evening. When I finally did explode, I was able to catch most of it and swallowed all that I could. Hmmmm, tasted great!

Is Anyone Watching?

Fantasies are one of the better things in life. Where else can everything go just they way you want and imagined? Fantasies change over time from wanting a cock in my mouth to threesomes, foursomes, or more to public sex to etc. While I've been able to live out a couple of fantasies that I'll share another time, I've had one for years now that I really want to live out.

It all starts as Tina is a maid/server for a party being thrown by her girlfriend. Tina wears her pretty french maid outfit to serve drinks while all the hot women at the party enjoy themsleves and pay little attention to her. If Tina is good, and she knows she will be, she will be allowed to masturbate at the end of the evening in the middle of the room in front of everyone. Tina so likes the thought of that, that she's been wet for days in anticipation. When the day of the party finally arrives, she spends all morning cleaning the house, all afternoon getting dolled up and all evening waiting on the extemely hot, sexy women. Even though Tina looks hot, she just doesn't compare to the guests.

At the end of the night, Tina is allowed to pleasure herself. She walks to the middle of the room, strips down, takes her hot, wet cock in her hands and starts stroking slowly at first, but quickly picks up the pace. The only thing on her mind besides this public display is who is watching. As she looks around the room, none of the women seem to notice what she's doing. Instead of the humiliation of being watched, she is now humiliated at not being watched. Doesn't matter much right now as the cum is now streaming out. Making sure to catch all of it in her hand, so she can swallow every last drop.

As the girls leave for the night, they all thank Tina for being a wonderful server and tell her they will be back again with their boyfriends so she can have an attentive audience next time. Tina can hardly wait!

Hot Women are the Best

I've always considered myself to be fortunate. Mainly in the fact that I love to dress up as a girl. Very few men in the world get to share in this enjoyment and very few people overall understand the enjoyment that us crossdressers have. Most guys put on their jeans and t-shirts and think that's great. Me? I get to put on dresses, skirts, heels, etc. They'll never take part in the awesome sexual feeling of lingerie or stockings or lipstick. Women are incredibly beautiful, so why wouldn't a guy want to look beautiful as well?

When I'm out as Tina, people stop to look at her jsut as guys look at an attractive woman. That makes Tina feel very hot and wet. The more people that they look, the hotter and wetter she gets. Yes, it's part showing off, just as a lot of women do. If you've got the body, flaunt it. It's also showing off my sexuality and how comfortable I am with it. If we can't show express ourselves sexually, what good is sex? Plus the fact that women's clothes are so incredibly sexy, and men's are not, doesn't hurt.

As a guy, I was never with the young, hot, sexy girls. I guess creating one myself was my way of being with one. We always have a good time together, never argue, she always looks hot, she never cheats on me, I always know where she is. Perfect kind of relationship to me!