Crimson & Charlie

Last night I had the pleasure of visiting a strip club. When I first went last fall mainly dressed as a guy, but with a bra underneath, I had a friendly time with Crimson. I told her about my dressing up and she wondered if I was there to see the girls or what they were wearing. I had been back a few times since, but she hadn't been there. Last night my luck changed as Crimson was there danicing and looking very HOT!

I decided to dress up a little more this time. I wore a red bra with a red top that was definitely female, along with some very cute black boots. I did wear jeans, but I suppose those go both ways. I also wore lipstick. Another dancer named Charlie was the first to say anything to me. She jokingly asked if I was trying to look better than them. She really liked the top and the look. While she was dancing, she kept telling me how beautiful I looked. As if I wasn't already wet enough. After she was done dancing, she talked with me for a little while. She told me how "ballsy" it was for me to come in there all dressed up and if anyone gave me trouble, just let her know. It's nice to have the dancers on your side :)

When Crimson came by later on, I asked her if she remembered me, and she said, "You're kind of hard to forget." Even wetter now! Crimson has the sexiest smile I've ever seen. It would be hard for anyone not to succumb to her when she flashes her smile. We talked for a little while. I asked her if she ever had sex with a woman. She told me she really isn't turned on by girls, even after seeing them naked all night. Weird, huh? Anyway, the one girl she said that does turn her on is Charlie. Now there's a two-some I'd pay to see :)

I asked Crimson if she would like to be my girlfriend and she said that she already has two boyfriends. I then asked her if I could be her girlfriend. Shot down again :(

Kim Meets Tina

Yesterday I had the fun of getting a haircut. While this isn't necessarily a fun thing for most people, it is for me since I started dressing as Tina to get my male haircut. Tina went for her first haircut two summers ago. The place she used to go to was a building with many hairstylists, each in their own room. Tina arrived a few minutes early and when she got to the top of the steps, she noticed Kim, her haristylist, was out to lunch. This meant Tina had to wait in the hall for a few minutes. I had been going to Kim for years for haircuts but this was the first time Tina was going. Not knowing how Kim would respond had Tina all worked up and nervous.

After a few minutes of waiting, Kim showed up. As she was walking up the steps, she caught her first glimpse of Tina. Her first comment, said with a big smile was, "Who's this?" I told her it was my friend Tina and she responded, "How cool is that?" Tina was very relieved that Kim was so open to having her there. She made Tina feel very comfortable, which has kept her going back on a regular basis. It certainly doesn't hurt that Kim is gorgeous with a nice body and great personality. She has a Tyra Banks look to her. So far, Kim is the only person that Tina has a friendship with. Tina would love to ask her out, but she has a live-in boyfriend and they have a daughter together. Too bad for Tina.

When Tina gets home after her haircuts, she gets out the vibrator as there's usually a nice fantasy to play out with Kim. If you ask nicely, she'll be happy to share some of those fantasies.

Deja Vu

Tina's second, and so far, last time with a guy came exactly a year to the day after her first encounter with Bruce. The beginning of the story is very similar to the last one. Tina once again visited a local adult store. As she was leaving, a gentleman approached her asking if she would like to go for a ride with him. Of course she said yes. Since Bruce wouldn't cum in her mouth, she was really hoping this guy would. His name was Gary. He drove Tina to nearly the same place as Bruce did. Unfortunately, Gary was more interested in masturbating as he took matters into his own hands as Tina watched intently. Once he was done, Tina was hoping he would take care of her as well. Instead, he said he was done and he drove Tina back to her car. Tina felt a little down that it was over so fast and she wasn't able to help Gary or take care of herself.

That encounter was over two years ago and so far no guy has asked her out again. She knows it's just a matter of time before it happens again. In the mean time, her own hands do a wonderful job.

Tina's First Time

Probably my longest-running fantasy was to have a cock in my mouth. I never considered myself gay, but that has always been a want, a desire. I've had many a wet dream to that fantasy. In the dreams, the guy was always faceless, which is fine, because I wans't interested in his face, just his cock. How hard it would get, how sweet it would taste. I wanted to feel it in my hands getting hotter, ready to cum.

Three years ago, just after the start of the new year, Tina went out for a day of shopping. Her first stop was an adult store. As she checked out the DVD section and all the pretty girls on the magazine covers, she saw a couple of men in there talking. Based on their age difference, she guessed they were not together. Other than that, nothing special happened. As she was getting in her car, one of those two men approached her, asking her if she would like to go for a ride. Tina said sure and got in his car as they drove off to find a quiet, secluded place. Anxious to finally realize her fantasy, Tina was soaking wet. The guy introduced himself as Bruce. Bruce wasn't going to wait until they got somewhere to start checking out Tina. His right hand quickly found its way up Tina's skirt. He enjoyed the freshly-shaven view of Tina's cock. He also checked out her lacy thong and rubbed her ass.

After he found a place to park, Bruce pulled Tina in for some french-kissing. His face wasn't freshly shaven, which Tina would have preferred, but she wasn't about to complain. Bruce soon had Tina's cock out of her thong and was gently stroking it. He soon leaned in to take it in his mouth. It wasn't more than a few seconds before Tina came in his mouth. Being the gentleman, he swallowed every drop.

All the while, Bruce was rubbing his own cock through his jeans. Tina helped him unzip so she could fully enjoy it in her mouth. The hot, hard, wet cock went in very easily aa Tina engulfed it as much as she could. After a couple of minutes of this, he announced he wasn't going to cum in her mouth this time. He wanted to wait until next time. Tina then took it out of her mouth, so she could watch him cum with the help of his own hands. He didn't last much longer. After cleaning up, he drove Tina back to her car and asked if he could see her again. So far again hasn't happened, but Tina often fantasizes about that incredible day, hoping she will once again bump into Bruce.

Watching Myself

Last night I had access to a video camera and was able to record myself masturbating. The bad part was I didn't have any female clothes with me, so I had to masturbate as a guy. Since I had no idea I would have this opportunity, I can't be upset about it. On the bright side, now I can masturbate to me masturbating...sounds hot to me!

I was wearing a thong at the time, but quickly disposed of that. Got some nice shots of me rubbing my cock to full hardness and also sticking a finger up my ass. I had been excited all night reading some other blogs and had come close to cumming many times earlier in the evening. When I finally did explode, I was able to catch most of it and swallowed all that I could. Hmmmm, tasted great!

Is Anyone Watching?

Fantasies are one of the better things in life. Where else can everything go just they way you want and imagined? Fantasies change over time from wanting a cock in my mouth to threesomes, foursomes, or more to public sex to etc. While I've been able to live out a couple of fantasies that I'll share another time, I've had one for years now that I really want to live out.

It all starts as Tina is a maid/server for a party being thrown by her girlfriend. Tina wears her pretty french maid outfit to serve drinks while all the hot women at the party enjoy themsleves and pay little attention to her. If Tina is good, and she knows she will be, she will be allowed to masturbate at the end of the evening in the middle of the room in front of everyone. Tina so likes the thought of that, that she's been wet for days in anticipation. When the day of the party finally arrives, she spends all morning cleaning the house, all afternoon getting dolled up and all evening waiting on the extemely hot, sexy women. Even though Tina looks hot, she just doesn't compare to the guests.

At the end of the night, Tina is allowed to pleasure herself. She walks to the middle of the room, strips down, takes her hot, wet cock in her hands and starts stroking slowly at first, but quickly picks up the pace. The only thing on her mind besides this public display is who is watching. As she looks around the room, none of the women seem to notice what she's doing. Instead of the humiliation of being watched, she is now humiliated at not being watched. Doesn't matter much right now as the cum is now streaming out. Making sure to catch all of it in her hand, so she can swallow every last drop.

As the girls leave for the night, they all thank Tina for being a wonderful server and tell her they will be back again with their boyfriends so she can have an attentive audience next time. Tina can hardly wait!

Hot Women are the Best

I've always considered myself to be fortunate. Mainly in the fact that I love to dress up as a girl. Very few men in the world get to share in this enjoyment and very few people overall understand the enjoyment that us crossdressers have. Most guys put on their jeans and t-shirts and think that's great. Me? I get to put on dresses, skirts, heels, etc. They'll never take part in the awesome sexual feeling of lingerie or stockings or lipstick. Women are incredibly beautiful, so why wouldn't a guy want to look beautiful as well?

When I'm out as Tina, people stop to look at her jsut as guys look at an attractive woman. That makes Tina feel very hot and wet. The more people that they look, the hotter and wetter she gets. Yes, it's part showing off, just as a lot of women do. If you've got the body, flaunt it. It's also showing off my sexuality and how comfortable I am with it. If we can't show express ourselves sexually, what good is sex? Plus the fact that women's clothes are so incredibly sexy, and men's are not, doesn't hurt.

As a guy, I was never with the young, hot, sexy girls. I guess creating one myself was my way of being with one. We always have a good time together, never argue, she always looks hot, she never cheats on me, I always know where she is. Perfect kind of relationship to me!